pregnant or not

Hi, this is the first time I’m posting anywhere because I’m really doubting myself. In May this year, I had a cyst in my ovary, and through pills I got my period going again and got my period. In July, I had my last period. I’m not on the pill and I want a baby. As of today, I still haven’t gotten my period and I’ve had three negative pregnancy tests. My belly is a bit bloated but not really hard. I’m also pretty sturdy myself. I’ve had some white discharge that seems like I might have gotten my period, and you can feel it running while it’s only 2 drops. I’ve been having a lot of lower back pain and a lot of headaches, so I can’t wear my contact lenses for long. I’ve had a few disappointments already and don’t dare to hope anymore. I hope to find someone here who has experienced the same thing.

Greetings