we're going for it

Hi Jaimy,

Yeah, I think I'm doing okay haha, and you?

Haha, great that you also had a nice long weekend!!

Haha yeah, I've been working hard these past weeks, I hope. I just don't understand those calendars anymore. I checked the Ovulation Predictor calendar and it said my ovulation was yesterday, so I thought I'd do an ovulation test. If you get 2 lines, it's positive, meaning ovulation happened within 24 to 48 hours. But I only got 1 line, so that meant negative. I don't get it anymore haha.

It could also be that my body is completely confused haha. So now I don't know when my ovulation will happen.

And have you been working hard these past weeks too? haha

Love, x

Hi Jaimy,

Yeah, it's annoying, but it'll be fine.

Yeah, I'm going to do some fun things these days to get distracted, haha.

Yeah, once Ongi is done, go ahead and do lots of DIY stuff, hahaha.

Have fun with the chores and enjoy it.

And if you have a bad moment or a lucky moment, you know where to find me!

Have a nice weekend!

Love, x

Hi Jaimy,

Oh how nice that you're going to get flowers for the garden, the sun is shining nicely here.

I don't know what I'm going to do yet haha, my in-laws are coming to visit first hihi.

Haha I can keep on with the DIY until I'm pregnant. Although I don't know exactly when my ovulation is hihi, we'll see, at least we're having fun. My boyfriend thought it was a party when I said we have to do DIY every other day hahaha.

Have a nice weekend and enjoy the weather,

Love x

Hi Jaimy,

And you bought some beautiful flowers and plants for the garden.

It was really nice with my in-laws. I went off to a park this afternoon where there are candy stalls everywhere this month, so I bought some sweets. After that, I stopped by my grandma's for a bit.

Aah, I'm just going to keep doing my chores haha. Only, I don't know how to put it, but I have this feeling that it's kind of a competition with my girlfriend. But of course I don't want that at all. It just feels that way to me. You'll see, she's probably pregnant anyway because she's not even thinking about it at all, she drinks and smokes, and her boyfriend does too. But precisely because of that, my gut feeling tells me she'll be pregnant soon. And if I get pregnant a few months later, everyone will say I'm copying her and that I'm jealous. Well, that's not true at all. It's actually the other way around: I stopped, and she's the one who's been trying. My boyfriend also said I should just let it go.

I'm trying to look less at baby talk now and just let my head rest.

I do read your messages, but I'm less 'online', though I do reply to your messages.

I'm trying to find some distraction haha. I really respect that you've been trying for so long and are still staying strong.

Have a nice evening,
Love, x

Hi Jaimy,

Oh yeah, the plants are really cute haha.

I'm glad I can chat with you here even though I don't know you.

Yeah, everything's a bit of a mess, but I know our time will come sooner or later!

Have fun with the chores hihi

Cheers x

Hi Sabrina,

have you still not had your period?
Let us know tomorrow when you're going to test.....
Exciting!!

Hi Jaimy,

Here's a little message on Brabbels again because sometimes it feels nicer to just type out my feelings freely.

Things have been okay for me these past few days, but sometimes I have moments where I suddenly feel really alone (even though I'm not). When I'm watching TV and see other people crying, I just cry along. Or when I hear songs with beautiful lyrics, I start crying too. I don't know why; it could be that I'm shedding my pregnancy hormones. I actually felt this way too when I had to take my period. I also sometimes lie in bed and feel like crap, then start crying. My boyfriend asks what's wrong, but I don't really know what's wrong—I just feel like crying. It's very strange.

How are you doing?

And how are your work days going?

Love,

x

Hi Jaimy,

Yeah, I'm doing okay too, just really tired. No idea if it's a good sign or not, but right now I could sleep right away, actually since 7 pm tonight. Oh, when I'm sitting on the couch my eyes just close.

Work is going fine. Oh, that's a shame there isn't much work for you at the moment.

I went to my parents and in-laws' place over the weekend, we visited for Mother's Day yesterday, it was nice.

Next Sunday I'm going away for a day with my in-laws to a little hotel, they've been married for 25 years, so that's some distraction too.

Oh, cool that you went bowling and are going out to eat. And of course keep trying, there's nothing wrong with that.

Well, um, I don't know, sometimes I get period-like stomach pain, but whether it's from getting my period, the pill, or being pregnant, no idea...

In 10 days I'll know.

I'll let you know, we'll chat a bit more hihi...

Love,

x

Hi Jaimy,

Yeah, that’s really annoying. My boyfriend doesn’t get it at all when I have those crying moments, so he just lets me cry it out. I don’t really get it either, haha.

Right now, my breasts are sore, but I’m trying not to think too much about it, otherwise I’ll start thinking it’s a good sign and just imagine things, haha.

Yeah, that sounds really nice! I’m really looking forward to it too. Are you up to any other fun things? How are you doing? Are you busy with DIY?

Pffff, and I also have a friend problem, haha. Sometimes I just don’t know what I can and can’t say to my friends, so I end up sharing my story on this forum. You guys understand, and yeah, my friends don’t really. And there’s one friend where I get the feeling she’s jealous or something. She copies me. So I can’t tell her anything, afraid she’ll copy me with things, and yeah, I don’t want that. I think it’s mean. But it’s also annoying sometimes because she’s my friend, and I want to share things with her. Well, then I just don’t, and I tell it here instead. I know you guys understand me.

Things at home aren’t always going well either. My mom/family (I think) doesn’t really like my boyfriend. He’s a bit different, and so is his family. My family accepts me, but it’s not always like that the other way around. I don’t always feel welcome at home; there’s always something.

Fortunately, things are going really well between me and my boyfriend, and between me and my in-laws. So I’m really happy about that. Sorry if I’m a bit of a nag, but I just had to type it out. I hope you have some good/more news, haha.

Love,

x