Advice requested

I took the test. I'm not pregnant. And I find that really, really disappointing. Maybe my partner and I should talk about it and get into the medical system.

Thank you all for your help.

Yeah, really sad. I hope my boyfriend is open to trying again. He already knew about his infertility before we got together, and he already has twins from IVF when he was 16. (He's 18 years older than me.)
We never really talked about it further. He's landing back in the Netherlands next week. Then I'll definitely talk to him about it.
This was an experience that made me start thinking. I was really sad for a while. And even though I often told myself that I'm happy just with my boyfriend. Which I am, but I'd really like to have a baby too.
Phew, it might sound a bit contradictory... maybe I should sort my thoughts out before talking to my boyfriend about it. Haha