what symptoms did you ladies have?

rose
I lost some pink spotting this morning and now I have black/brown blood. I expect my period to continue.
So I'm not going to take a test.
I'll wait and see if it stays dark brown and is gone tomorrow, then I still have hope, but I really fear it's my period.

We're just going to round 9.

Yup, unfortunately got my period! On to the next round. How are you doing, Rose?

Rose

Yeah, I was pretty frustrated, but I also realized that I was hoping too much. I haven't been on here for a while, I've used up my ovulation test strips, deleted my app from my phone, and I'm just going to enjoy the moment without obsessing over it. If I do get pregnant, I'll notice it eventually.

Hihi, I'm going to let it go and just enjoy not having to take the pill anymore and doing fun things. They say that if you focus too much on it and want it too badly, it takes longer to conceive. I'm just assuming it'll take another year before I get pregnant xD Even though I'm entering round 9, it's better for me not to dwell on it. It's also nicer since I've had two miscarriages; if I find out later that I'm pregnant, I won't have those anxious weeks either.

I wish you a wonderful and healthy pregnancy, and we'll catch up again someday. I'm not going to visit this page anymore until I get a positive test because I really don't want to deal with it anymore. But lots of luck on July 7th with the gynecologist.

Love, Kels