Test results

Thank you so much Dani and Ju. I still have one test left and I’m going to do it tomorrow morning, hoping that something will show up, but I’m afraid it won’t. If it’s no, then I’ll hope for Monday. If there’s nothing to see then, we’ll have new chances and new rounds. Ju, yes, I can’t stay too sober anymore. I’ve got a little boy running around here who is cheerful, and I work with people and am always busy with people at work. I also have to keep my attention on the road for the safety of the people I work with, and I can’t always be grumpy with them, so yes, I stay positive. I’m already glad that I can go on Monday and not just on July 11th. At least I’ve found some peace within myself, getting certainty earlier helps too. It’s just a shame about the pregnancy ailments if nothing comes of it (which I don’t hope for), because I’m already having trouble putting on my pants and I keep getting a tightening stomach (intestines). During the bleeding, I didn’t have any acid reflux, but it’s back now. I had it before the bleeding too, so I’m really curious. I’ll definitely let you know on Monday.

And Lexy, thank you for your response. By the way, thanks to everyone for the replies. This was the only place where I could open up, and with my friend, well, nowhere else because no one knows about it.

Greetings and love, xxx from Bianca

Thank you so much, Ju. I will definitely enjoy it too, as long as everything works out. Have a nice weekend!

Greetings and a kiss from Bianca

Wishing you a pleasant weekend too, and I’ll definitely enjoy it as much as I can while I can. Enjoy everything!

Kind regards, X from Bianca

Hi lovely ladies, finally some more certainty. Apparently I had a miscarriage unfortunately, but now I have more certainty. So we're going to practice hard for the next round.

Greetings and love from Bianca

Hi Lexy, they couldn't find anything except for healthy ovaries and some fluid in my abdomen. So yes, I can move on to the next round.

Hi Ju, I feel much better now than yesterday and the tension is thankfully gone. It still buzzes a bit in my head, but I've given it a place and am moving on to the next step. I'm just waiting a bit longer to test than last time to avoid another setback. Weird but true. My baby bump has also suddenly disappeared, though it's still between my ears haha. Now we'll wait and see when I get my period and if I'm pregnant again. I don't quite know my cycles anymore, but all good. Thanks for your reply, Ju. How are you doing? Do you have a 20-week scan soon? Do you want to know what it is, or do you already know? I'd love to hear. Best wishes, Bianca xxx