still pregnant??

Hello,

I just wanted to share a little something, hopefully it'll relieve some pressure and you guys can keep your fingers crossed for me

Even though my boyfriend and I had actually decided to take a break from trying due to personal reasons, we ended up having unprotected sex anyway... (in the moment it just felt like the right thing to do, hahaha)
I didn't really expect us to try again so soon......
but here we are, it happened a few times.
I'm supposed to get my period on the 14th but I'm feeling different....
I don't know exactly how to describe it, but I can call it the same way I felt when I found out I was pregnant two times before, only those pregnancies didn't work out.......
uhm, for almost every day now, for sure a week, I've been having some very tiny cramps in my lower belly, a bloated feeling, sometimes a dull headache, sweating HEAVILY even though it's quite cool/coolish, still quite tired and exhausted even though I didn't do much that day, and I often wake up tired already. I had a stuffy nose for 3 days, not with snot but with swollen glands (could also be due to my dust mite allergy) but yea that's it. I don't dare tell my boyfriend yet; he struggled a lot with both miscarriages, and I definitely don't want to give him false hope.
I think we'll just have to wait until June 14th and then take a test... haha I'm already super nervous and happy but scared it'll be a false alarm.
(the fact that my boyfriend and I wanted to stop trying for a baby for a while is no sign that the baby wouldn't be welcome; I love my baby if it's here or comes, no matter the situation)

Greetings, Rosalina xoxo